break time

Listening to: Truth is a Lie - Day 26

the title is self-explanatory, i've been swamped with projects, assignments (which i can't even access, due to a database problem) and studying for midterms which are ALL next week.. what a crazy next 2 weeks i'll be having =(

on the other hand, got to chill and grab some starbucks with my girl cc today, its been too long! so long that i had to update her on shit that happened.. umm almost 3 years ago lol but all good, nothing wrong with a little play by play on the past gossip, heartaches, and headaches, there was all laughs and shocked faces from a few things i said =) she said a few things, that really stuck with me, only cus they were things i've always thought myself, but was too stubborn to say out loud.. only cus if i said it out loud, then i'd have to deal with it all.. i guess that time is now?

"forget about the picture i painted in your head of a beautiful you and me.. you might as well forget about the way you used me, abused me, thought we really was a family, you knew i was weak for love, so you wrote me love letters.."

"feels like i'm dreamin of happier days with you - so never say never, promise i'm never getting back with you. after all the shit you put me through. had to learn let it burn, i was firm with my love but it never was enough."

goodnight.