i never asked for much ..

Listening to: Sorry for the Stupid Things - Babyface

its nearly 1AM and i just wrote a paper, but found the energy to write in my blog. i wish everything going on in this head of mine would just come out on paper, or onto my blog, this way i'd be able to let how i felt and what i was thinking out there, for someone to make sense of, but i guess it isn't that easy =( after a long chit-chat with ate erns, i realized everything i was saying had sounded a bit angry. i can't help that after three years you can still put me through such bullshit but the only difference is i don't know the root of the problem. maybe it is me jus seeing things as more then i should, or maybe for the 1,000,000th time you're hiding something, and in time will fess up if i don't get it out of you first.. ah thats jus it, i'm tired, tired of tryna figure you out. are you in? or are you out? it can't be that hard, can it? cus i mean if given the choice to have you in my life or not... man it aint even choice at this time, my answer has always been the same since day 1, even now when i'm starting to feel like me being in your life isn't really a priority but more of an option..

.. except for your friendship and a little consistency with it

"sometimes a man, is gon be a man
its not an excuse, its jus how it is.
sometimes the wrong, don't kno they wrong.
sometimes the strong, aint always as strong.
sometimes a girl, is gon be a girl
and she don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world."