Forever Young

Listening to: Understanding - Xscape

a week has gone by since i last blogged, and even then all i posted was a picture of keri hilson =)now.. what is there to blog about? i been stupid busy with school, slowly but surely, midterms are creeping up and i'm gonna have to buckle down. goodbye sleep and sanity =(

i haven't done much for the past month, so, i feel last week was the most eventful few days i`ve had in awhile. i had a debut to attend to, and lemme say it now, i'm OOOOOLD! being at the debut reminded me how this was my friends and i, 4 years ago.. crazy how time flys.. hmm what else, had thanksgiving dinner at uncle B's, good to be around the fam, even the pulido's from LA came, must of been a bit different for them, to celebrate thanksgiving so early.. sadly i was getting my hair "trimmed" meaning, 1 or 2 inches, nope, instead 4-5 inches were cut off =( and lastly -- this past tuesday, was probably one of the most memorable nights i'll ever have EVER.. the JAY-Z concert (*17th row)! i truthfully believe he is one of the few, most talented rappers to take the mic and stage. maybe i'm being a bit bias cus i haven't really heard anyone else rap live, oh wait there was kanye, but thats whatever - i went for rhianna that night lol.. Jay, killed it, there was no moment i sat, thinking i could jus watch with my ass on my seat, i was up, dancing, drinking, literally having the time of my life. thanks Jay, you revived my soul, it was something i really needed, in order to feel like i was "in the loop" and keep myself aware of what was going on in this world, other then the world i know best; the one with books, tests, studying, and no sleep.

i swear, if i could choose to consume even half the knowledge of anothers.. i'd choose Rev Run. he speaks with such wisdom. his thoughts i find to be enlightening and meaningful, whether he's jus quoting another individual or speaking from the heart.. his success and family are living proof - the man knows what hes doing/saying. i ♥ it. Respect&Luv Rev.

"holding back forgiveness, holds back your blessings" - Rev Run

on another note, i been having reoccuring "funny feelings".. why? beats me. about who? i'd rather not say. maybe i'm crazy for saying what i'm about to, but i will anyways.. so.. i think it jus hit me.. yes, years later which makes it kinda scary... but.. it may not make any sense, or it might, either way, i mean it when i say, i need you.

i've always known that, but i always believed i needed you as my "HSB", i needed you that for the most part complicated things for you and i but its not like that anymore. i really need you, jus you. i need us to be ok. i need to be ok.