3:33 AM and i'm still up, i feel like utter shit.. i have a pounding headache, i've got this cough that makes it even worse, my tummy hurts, i feel like throwing up at the sight of food at times and i'm dieing of heat.. and to top it all off my backs starting to stiffen up again =( i feel like i have the worst hangover ever, but i don't! hmm..

anyways, enough whinning, past few days have been pretty good, week went by quite quickly actually so i can't complain. i guess theres been a few things on my mind. i swear the harder i try to forget about you the harder i find myself falling, for someone who can't even take a second in his "busy" life to think of me, or to acknowledge my being.

something from me to you: keep is real and simple =)

ps. due to my "unhealthiness" i took lucy's book "WHY MEN LOVE BITCHES" i wanna read this in hopes of some light.. some kind of inspiration.. if not, atleast it'll help me sleep at night.

pps. happy 22nd phat ♥ (yesterday 07/11)