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heard great news yesterday, j might come and visit, but nothings definiate; a visit would be a great thing, atleast i think so? i want to take this time as a potential test to really see where things stand. the ones close to me, don't completely disagree but have shown some "concern" and that things could possibly suck and jus fuck me over.. but i could say - and with confidence i'll be ok this time, cus i have faith in that we're finally at that point we have both hoped to be in for so long, and that nothing will interfere or fuck with us.. things are different now. i wanna be able to say this friendship we've built in this past little while is it. no faking it, no pretending, no fronts. just you and me.. friends,