truth hurts - 2 simple words that cut deep, who would've ever thought i'd feel this way? i sure didn't, especially with how i've been throughout this whole ordeal. guess this is my way in saying everything i can't say to your face, for many reasons but mainly cus you prolly wouldn't give me the time of day. i still can't believe it, its like i've been in a nightmare and won't wake up, but then reality hits, tears come, then i know it isn't a dream any longer. i really thought.. felt something there, like i said, we vibed but i guess it wasn't enough for you, maybe i wasn't but either way, do your thing and i'll do mine and when the time comes when we cross paths, this time i'll ignore my heart and remind it that you broke it once and to never give you the chance to do it again.
4.5 hours until my plane leaves and i am outta this joint, i'm kinda bummed cus with everything going on at the moment i was expecting to be around familiar faces, and especially the ability to call anyone at any hour or the day to vent but guess i'll have to tough it out on my own. i'm sure i will enjoy my time away, its jus too bad the 4 of them couldn't be there with me.
goodbye edmonton, hello toronto =)
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