the Song says it all ..

i wish i could rip out a page
of my memory
cus i put to much energy in him and me.
can't wait til i get through this phase
cus it's killing me,
too bad we can't re-write our own history.
such a mystery when he's here with me;
it's hard to believe i'm still lonely.
chances fading now,
patience running out,
this aint how it's supposed to be.