reality check:

i'm not getting any younger, 22 doesn't seem like its that old, but when you don't have much to show for it kinda gets you down.. gets you thinking, where did the past 5 years go? i think for once in my life, i'm gonna admit it.. i need a source of inspiration other then something found within myself, i want that "reason to wake up in the morning" kinda thing.. i've been burned in the past, but who hasn't? i need to stop looking at the scars from over the years, stop looking at what/whom i've lost but more at what i've gained, and the people who cared enough to, well care and love me through the goooood, the bad, and the bobble*!

i think.. no i know i'm ready to take on whatever comes at me, with or without someone beside me to go along for the ride, because its true, when God believes i'm ready to share myself with someone, God will bring him my way and bless me with his presence - but until then i've gotta learn to be happy with myself :) and trust the uttmost important relationship i will always have to fall back on, the one i have with myself.

- kaye

PS. wrist guards suck so bad =(