nearly 3AM and i'm up.. whats new, i never sleep i really think i need to go to the doctors for some sleeping pills... something to get me to sleep. anyways, not much to say, thought i'd attempt to blog more often- its a bit of a release, to jus say anything i want and for once not be judged or questioned on what it was i was thinking, or feeling.. or in this case who i was thinking of and what i feel for them.

will you marry me? so i can/because i wanna date you.
watched "the Proposal" didn't really know what to expect, but i loved the movie, watched it with lu and b. it has officially changed my mind set on white men.. hehehee if you look like ryan reynolds and you're sweet like him, HOLLA. if not, no thanks =) buuuuuut thanks for coming out! guess this is it for now, can't keep my boo on the phone waiting for me to finish.. though i should jus hang up on her, for she has RUDLY interuppted my train of thought and has JUST REMINDED ME of how alone, and desperate i have become in the past few months.. she gave me my 4 week notice on finding a new man, before i hit the deuce-deuce =( siiiigh..*

- kaye

PS. my ending apparently reminded bitchface (yk) of rev run.. which made me remember how badly i have wanted to be part of the simmon's family =) maybe if i could get jojo to holla or something? eeeh who knows.. one day lol