i hate you. i hate you. i hate you

why did you have to do what you did, why did you have to say what you said. i was jus fine with how things were going, until that one moment.. you jus could not help yourself could you, it makes me think, were you thinking of someone else. was it caught up in the moment, cus there was not much happening at the time.. whatever it was, it made me think i knew you all over again. i thought we were on the same page. i thought we have an unspoken understanding. i thought we were finally ok. i thought wrong... now i hate you.

foolish of me to think it would be closure.. it opened up another door, or complications and problems. if you can't make up your mind, thats your problem, not mine. i do not need this, or to stick around, even if my heart wants to, i gotta abandon my heart and listen to my head for once...