Wednesday, February 20, 2008

welcome back..

you're home.. its unreal but yet it feels like you never left, like we picked up right where we left off. things were perfect, almost exactly how i planned... until the dreaded part of the nite, the part where we go out spereate ways. its always been difficult to say goodbye to you, whether it was over the phone, for the day, or forever.. i'm sorry for never pushing you to be more then you could, but i didn't feel like it was my place to say or do anything, i always had the utmost confidence in you and your ability to do anything! i mean you changed me, you made me so much of what i am now, and in return i didn't say anything in fear of losing you sooner. i'm sorry if that was selfish to you, but to me, me keeping quiet was the best thing i had ever done for you. i sacrificed my love and happines for you.

how is it in the end i'm falling for you all over again =(.... i miss you already, and you're not even gone yet...

"you drive me crazy but i promised myself never to get hurt again..."

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