ah almost 2 am and still awake, chilled with babycakes and bear tonight, then had a real talk with bear... i guess its true, the ups and downs of a relationship is what molds a person into who they are, and what they've become. its jus up to us to take advantage of it for good.. or in some case evil.

i miss 'chillin' its been awhile now...

"People are halves. Love makes everything have more meaning...
Then someone takes it away from you and you're fucked."

wrote that about 2 years ago, and i still stand by it til this day. i believe its from my 'sex and the city' novel =)

its funny how, listening to 'missing you' by trey songz, reminds me of you soo much... yet by the end of it, i'm ok, i can still smile.

missin everything you say, missin all the crazy love we made.
why'd you throw it all away? i want you to know
it's been hell tryna do this without you here.
baby '07's supposed to be our year. you confront my worst fears...
you just don't understand how much you were a part of me.

<3j