ALOT much has been going on lately i don't even know where to start. you finally came around and did what you did best, you listened when i needed it the most and without judgement. thanks. i've been struggling with my emotions especially when it came to you, theres still this part of me that resents you for ever leaving me but hey, why point fingers now? its been how long, and i had a choice to say something but i didn't. i sacrificed my happiness for yours, and i could never regret that. i loved you enough to let you do you, and thought of myself second.

you gave me my space, even more then i expected cus you didn't think i was ready, i said i was but looking back i think that little more time was best. thanks again. i've been at it with myself, tryna figure out what it is about you thats got me running through circles, i guess for the most part i miss the companionship and the passion, but not so much you as mine. don't get me wrong, i miss you as a whole, as the individual that made a huge difference in my life, as the person i let myself go with, and loved open-heartedly, most importantly my bestfriend. i guess at times the old me got mixed in with the new me and confused me and got me thinking that i still loved you, i do, but not in that way anymore. you will always be a huge part of me but i've moved on from "us". fact of the matter is, no matter how long its been, or how old we both get it'll never be the easiest pill to swallow, knowing/seeing you with someone else, but trust it aint jealousy, but as long as you're happy, then so am i.. and before i forget.. happy 22nd birthday =P

also, happy birthday aus, legal all around the ma'fuckn woooooorld! :)