i found it almost impossible to see myself care for anyone or trust anyone after what i've seen at such a young age, but then there was him. he was a other side of me that i never knew existed - nevermind let out. things were close to perfect with him, nothing that stood in our way tore us apart but only made us stronger. until he was given two choices, one to stay this way with me for however long his heart and my heart would or two leave it all behind in search of himself and a new life that didn't have me a part of. he chose his other life where i chose him, i guess i wasn't enough like he said i was..