3 years of my life practically devoted to you, to be with you, to be in your life, to just see you smile and this is how you repay me.. i thought this time was truly different, i though you and i had an understanding deeper then the typical human being could see, or sense. i really felt like we had a connection like no other but still in the end i get my heart broken. i gave you everything, my undevided attention, my heart, my soul, i gave you me. i can't lie when things were good, it was good, you made me happy, you understood me when nobody else did; when i didn't even get myself. its jus sad to see that since you've been gone all you do is give me pain and frustration, a million reasons to jus let go and completely regret everything. this was my last attempt and for you to jus shut me out again, and AGAIN. i can't take it.. i won't take it, i don't deserve this. you sure as hell don't deserve me.

sometimes making up is easier than breaking upwe believe if we jus fake it enoughwe can trick ourselves into believing that we're still inlovebut in our hearts we know that its inevitablethough it's hard to let you go i know i mustsometimes memories jus aint enoughsometimes you out grow the ones you lovesometimes its none of the above its jus the fact that people change no ones to blamethere aint nothin that stays the sameso we sit around and crycus neither one of us wants to be the first to saygoodbye..sometimes giving second chances is easier than dealing with the fact that once the trust is gone you could never get it backbut you're holding on because you're afraid of bein aloneso here you are holding on to something thats already goneand don't act like its the first time you've heard it in this songcus your heart done told you all along if your momma done showed you right from wrongnothing should hold you down this longtheres no one to blame nothing stays the sameso we sit around and cry because neither one of us wants to be the first to say goodbye so let me be the first to say.. goodbye