i should be missing you, but i don't. i still do wonder about you through out the day. what you're doing, who you're with and if you're okay but as long as i know you're doing fine its all i can ask for. i kno it's gonna hit me soon but until then i'm alright (=

even if it was only red deer i disappeared too i'm still glad, i got away for a bit. no calls. no worrying about plans. no nothing. jus me living life doing what i want... finally. i enjoyed jus chillin out.. relaxing, going swimming spending time with my cousins.. atleast some of them.

p.s whiskey 7 - any RD bar. never again. HAHA