i couldv'e tried to make you stay, i couldn't said something but i didn't.. i care and respect you enough to let you go and make your own life and future without me being any part of it. i'm at the stage of this whole ordeal where i'm starting to resent you but i don't know why. i wanna be happy for you, but i hate all the what if's. yes i miss you, yes i wish you were here instead of there, yes i wish we were still together, yes i wish things wouldv'e jus grown from here but all at the same time i hate you. i hate you for leaving, i hate you for not giving us a chance to have that future we always talked about having together.

shoulda coulda woulda ... CAN'T