day 10: i'll try my best

started work again - i already hate it, i burned myself today =(

i swear theres that connection with us when i hurt you somehow call me and make it all go away. but that all changed today having you call me was the best feeling i've felt in a long time, but having to say goodbye again jus killed me. i still love how you call my baby, how we make eachother laughin (i could never forget that giggle), i still love the fact we can push eachothers buttons and still be okay in the end. i miss you more and more, but i'll do what i gotta, what you asked of me. i'm gonna be strong, not jus for me but for you too.

as hard as it was to say it, "i miss you" i'm jus glad you said it back ..

if you think that inside i aint
really, really cracking up --
you're wrong i jus hide it good
cus i kno thats what you need