you meet someone.
you think you don't want him.
you say you don't want him.
you make it clear you don't.
you see him.
you see there could be someone else for him.
you see him again.
its awkward between you two.
he's with her.
you don't care.
you see him again.
you start to think you made a mistake.
you think you want him.
you think you're jus trippin.
you see him again.
he stares.
you stare back.
you hope he says something.
you can't find the words to say to him.
you eventually find the words.
you think you two are cool.
the words were brief but you can't complain.
you're happy.
you hope to see him again.
you realize you made a mistake.
now you want something you can never have.