i was always so angry with you; sthen eventually i started blaming you, i blamed you for the drama with me and my friends, i blamed you for everything. i thought your 'addiction' would excuse my faults and make everything easier to deal with, i was wrong. i thought blaming someone else for my mistakes would make things less complicated, i was wrong. If i only knew THEN that i shouldn’t have blamed you for all the misery, and all the drama then maybe things coulda been different. Now i understand it wasn't jus you but it was my fault i hadn’t trusted you, or anyone else with my emotions. i shoulda known better, i shoulda trusted that you woulda stuck by me when my world was slowly falling apart... when people were turning against me…

People are halves. Love makes everything have more meaning...
Then someone takes it away from you and you're fucked.