i got to thinking, can you really jus forget about the person whose made a huge impact on your life? i mean i used to think so but recently i've come to realize that no matter how much you try to avoid that person or forget what they've done for you -- even deny their existence it only makes you sick inside. knowing that you let yourself get in so deep, letting that one person get the best of you. the worst part of it all is the second they walk out of your life you get this gut-wrenching, dig in your chest, rip out then stomp on your heart feeling.

have you ever thought that to feel 'normal'... complete again, you'd need them back in your life? that no matter what's gone bad you refuse to accept that you weren't meant to be happy together? being able to grow from the situation, having a better understanding on life it doesn't get any better but is it really worth it? knowing that, that one person whose taught you so much about yourself and life was only there for so long? you finally know that forever didn't really exist. i always thought i'd go back and do it all over again even if i knew it wouldn't last but now i'm not so sure.. would you?

just let it die with no goodbyes details don't matter we both paid the price. tears in my eyes you know sometimes it'd be like that baby. now everytime i see you i pretend i'm fine when i wanna reach outto you but i turn and i walk and i let it ride. baby i must confess we were bigger than anythingremember us at our best and don't forget about ..