Saturday, September 11, 2010

too fuckn reaaaaaaal..

- xo

hello again.

its been months since my last entry, i don't know how i forgot about writing.. guess i had to much going on that i couldn't take a second to just say what was on my mind.. to think about it, i've kept almost everything inside for the most part. guess reconnecting with my blog didn't come at a better time!

first off i'd like to update my basketball stuff.. LA were 2010 champs! that gives kobe his 5th ring, and phil his 11th - toeeeeeee ring!

rather then going back to may in detail here's a recap.

may: visited the phils with my mom after 13 years, i miss them everyday, esp Matt =(
june: Lakers wont the 'ship (= waaaaaaaatup!!
july: not a whole lot happened.. went to drake, told him how i felt.. finally - took a shit load of weight of my shoulders!
aug: got tattoo #2, RIP....
sept: thats now.. jus working and doing school, tryna do me.. 10th- happy birthday TIN!

dreams? who ever thought my dreams would come true?
not the kinda dream i wanted, but for the fact that i think what i dreamt is happening.. guess things really do happen for a reason.. i'm glad you don't hate me, and that no matter what we've always got a way into coming back around (= i missed you! i think i always will..

Tuesday, May 04, 2010


ROUND 1: vs. OKC (LA win series 4-2)
ROUND 2: vs. UTAH (LA lead series 1-0)

GAME 2 TONIGHT :) :)

Listening to : Don't Go Breaking My Heart - 702

i have zero tolerance for person who says one thing but does the complete opposite, as if they never really cared for or understood where you were coming from but only said they did to shut you up.

if you're not reliable enough and incapable of keeping a promise then how am i supposed to trust you with my heart??

i've given you way too many chances and yet you manage to fuck me over everytime.. but before my head and heart start disagreeing with one another, i'll walk away - i shoulda a LOOONG time ago.. no hard feelings, no negative thoughts, jus a relieved and somewhat happier me.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Lesson Learned

song says it all ...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXxEPi00pQo

thank you Monica, for coming out with this song ♥


.. you can't make a fool of me (:

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

all is fair in love & war

My title has nothing to do with what I'm about to say.. Or wait maybe it does, I guess.. Once again I find myself at wits end tryna figure out what the hell is going on.. If I'm missing something, or is something actually wrong.. I don't get why things have to be so complicated, why can't things jus be simple. I hate how I've gotta rip you apart before getting any type of answer.. Mostly I hate how no matter the amount of times you fucked up, I let you back in.. I just can't leave you alone.. I'm getting sick of fighting.. Fighting with you and fighting myself. What a shame.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Lloyd

may not be the best lookin picture, but i don't give a fuuuuuck (=





Wednesday, March 10, 2010

oops

i feel like its been so long since i've blogged.. guess nothin important has really happened, and i been real busy with school.. good ol midterms rite now =( .. 2 down, 2 to go!

anyways, i know its a little past due, but i really wanted to blog about the Lakers/Magic game that was on this past sunday.. all i can and will say is FUCK U BARNES! (= yea your team got the W but thats all.. Lakers are still on top (= mmmhm!

http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshhisFN3xdbLo93p0tY

47-18 .. no more losses please. unfortunately the Lakers have faced their first 3gm losing streak since acquiring gasl 2 years ago.. but they won tonight, VS the raps, it was tight all game, with the raps mostly leading, but ofcourse, for the.. 7th? time this year kobe scored the winning basket... fade away too this time ♥

i want you but i don't think i need you... ah i just i don't know.. =S

Sunday, February 28, 2010

=) =) =) =)

jus a few minutes ago team CANADA's ice hockey won the olympic GOLD in OT (crosby with the winning goal).... sorry team USA, but this is our sport =)

ahh as for USA, Lakers won against the Nuggets for the first time this season.. i can't lie it wasn't looking good all game til the 3rd, where LA stepped it up a notch and jus killed it in the 4th, big ups to LO for all his points and steals, and most importantly artest.. guarding melo all game and giving melo his 6th personal, causing him to foul out :) yeeeee.. wish i couls say kobe's offense was good, but i'd be lieing.. he shot 3 for 17 but fortunately, he had about 11-12 assists!! GO LA!! 45-15

ps. thanks to the camera man for showing denzel @ the game ♥